when I touch your hand
it's then I understand
the beauty lives within
it's now that we begin
you always light my way
whenever comes a day
no matter where I go
i always feel you so
Saturday, May 20, 2006
What exactly do i want now? What's my talent? What do i want to be when i grow up? I dont know... I feel like a failure in everything... I cant seem to do anything right... Nagging, scolding and beating dont seem to work on me... What exactly am i doing to myself right now? Ruining myself? Most probably... Slacking around and waiting for death to draw closer to me... That's all... What else am i good at? I dont even know why am i living in this world? What's my purpose in coming to this world? Bring misery to others? Why cant i just be more sensible, responsible, independent? What exactly am i? I dont wanna live my life like this... Slacking around, making my family worry for me, doing nothing, wasting my life... Why cant i just do something right? Why cant i make my life more meaningful? Where and who is my motivation to make me a useful person? I dont know... I'm lost in complete darkness... So lonely... Who will help me and show me the light? I dont know... All i know is... For me till now... Nothing good ever last...
{♥ } you're everything i know
MYprofile {♥ }
WhEn i first met U, i was afraid to look at U ...
WhEn i looked to U, i was afraid to talk to U ...
WhEn i talked to U, i was afraid to like U ...
WhEn i liked U, i was afraid to love U ...
NoW that i love U ...
I am afraid to lose U ...
